Control

Majical Cloudz

I think about this beauty a lot. It’s a question I ask myself looking in the mirror: Will you let me change? I want to, but I think you want me the same. Ruminating on all my writing and filmmaking this morning, I track my obsession with characters finding personal fulfillment. Often their obstacles are immovable, unchangeable. So, the only path around involves changing themselves or gaining a new understanding about how they operate under pressure. I’ve flirted with personal fulfillment before, but it remains elusive. Perhaps it would hang around more if I changed the right things about myself and embraced what remains the same.