🎵 January 2025
And just like that, our first month has almost vanished in the rearview, like these orange and purple skies at magic hour. Early this morning, I asked myself…did you enjoy the early days of 2025? Did you accomplish what you wanted, what you expected?
Lincoln Beach, Oregon 2019
📸 gary lundgren
Well? I sure tried. On some days, yes — there were moments of happiness, and even longer stretches of bliss where everything fell into the right place. Great sync with work, discipline, play. Windows of time where I felt beautiful connections with people. There was patience, kindness and love in our exchanges. There were even full days where I felt creatively focussed and balanced, with almost enough time and energy. Days where I felt successful.
But reality often set in and I’d feel that inevitable pull towards fear, worry, and sadness. Lately, I’ve been learning to sit with these darker feelings and be ok with them, instead of fighting them off. But why do they visit, and what should I be learning? What is this ebb and flow between faith & doubt — fear & love? These polarities confound me. But perhaps they can only exist in pairs. When one thrives, the other lurks in soft focus.
My happiest January days were built on confidence and gratitude. At times almost accidentally. Getting rest and eating healthier contributed to the good days. Sometimes though it wasn’t quite that simple — and I had to conjure up these pillars somehow with a kind of alchemy. It’s good to remember this power we can access. When we surrender and almost choose how we want to feel. I believe it’s something we can practice.
David Lynch used to say, look at the donut, not the hole. Essentially, focus on the things that are meaningful, good and helpful — while steering clear of the BS. It’s something I’ve been getting better at, and it takes discipline. Especially when life gets more challenging and difficult.
When David passed on January 15, I felt such heavy, profound loss. And the residual sadness from the SoCal fires was consuming. The fires that terrorized so many people I know and love. It always feels like there’s more time — for another movie, another meet up, another job, another weekend. But David’s time here ran out. Rest in peace, hero. You were one of a kind.
My mission for this exercise is simple; curate and publish a monthly playlist using recent songs I love. And by recent I mean tracks that still feel new to me. This allows for the brand new songs, and also those stragglers — those growers — those songs that eventually sneak up and surprise you.
Some songs we love on the first and second spin. However, some of the best songs don’t show off their full colors until the right season comes along. Craig Finn, in his terrific podcast, talks about how some records are just meant to be heard in the summer, even after being released the previous fall. This resonates because so often the best records need to be broken in like a baseball glove. They need to percolate and be lived with over a handful of months, and eventually they find us at exactly the right moment.
As January winds down, I’ve put the finishing touches on this first offical playlist of 2025. What a stunning batch of songs that came together this month. I love these artists — the fact they used their gifts and channelled their own experiences and emotions. They wrote and recorded these songs recently and sent them out into our world. Obvious, I know — but they really do want people to listen to their work. But only we can press play and give them our undivided attention. “Art” is often created for the artists themselves, but mostly it wants to be experienced by us. It’s only in the exchange where art enriches lives and helps change the world.
Thanks for listening — I hope you discover some new songs and share the music.
Find it here on Apple Music and Spotify.
Gary
